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Jan. 31st, 2010 11:15 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
technocracygirlI did not make it into the Seattle Women's Chorus. However, I was told that the director thought I had a good voice, but was rusty, and that she'd love to see me try again.
Which is kind of what I was thinking anyway. Well, the rusty part. It's hard to hear your own voice, to know that you can do better, and not be able to do so.
Part of me is really sad, and I'm pretty sure that it's just sheer disappointment in myself. Part of me is actually a little pleased. Mostly because I'm not taking this criticism personally. I have a really big problem with taking non-personal things personally, and maybe it's because I'm not as emotionally invested in this Chorus as I could be, but I'm able to look at this this and go, "Okay, I can take this, learn from it, and move on."
*smile* This is also another kick to get me to synagogue-shop.
Which is kind of what I was thinking anyway. Well, the rusty part. It's hard to hear your own voice, to know that you can do better, and not be able to do so.
Part of me is really sad, and I'm pretty sure that it's just sheer disappointment in myself. Part of me is actually a little pleased. Mostly because I'm not taking this criticism personally. I have a really big problem with taking non-personal things personally, and maybe it's because I'm not as emotionally invested in this Chorus as I could be, but I'm able to look at this this and go, "Okay, I can take this, learn from it, and move on."
*smile* This is also another kick to get me to synagogue-shop.
